For years I have talked about how detrimental opinions are not only to ourselves but to those around us and how destructive the emotion of sympathy is. This is connected to a vision I was recently given of a persons heart with so many pins in it that I could only discern that it was a heart by its position in the chest cavity. The pins were of the little ball variety and each one was totally black, I have seen them before but not in such an abundance. Each of the pins pointy end was at a different length and width but was also as totally black as the head. When I removed the one from the person whose heart had been pierced in this way before, my prayer under the unction of the Holy Spirit was that it was a derogatory spoken word connected with the emotion of sympathy. You know, the do-gooders that drive everybody insane and try and push another back to the past and the emotions associated with any trauma and suffering, time and time again, even when you are healed of it. Continue reading “O-pin-ion”

Inspired Prayers

For every individual I encounter the Holy Spirit inspires me to give a unique prayer or have a different image in my mind that reveals an aspect of who they are and what God wants me to do in helping set them free to become more themselves. No two prayers or insights are the same for no two people on the earth are the same, there is no religious rule book. It took me years upon years of sacrifice, love (which is not what people think it is), persecution, learning, submission to the Holy Spirit, difficulty (most of which was unnecessary) to obtain the authority needed to pray the seemingly simple prayers that I spend 10-15 minutes speaking over people. Most of what I do is in the spiritual realm, about 90% of it is not heard or known of by the people that I am ministering too and it is connected to my authority in Christ Jesus as I have laid down my life to love and to His will alone. Seriously if it was up to my efforts and goodness and works or anyone else to become who God has said that I am or they are then no wonder that the Christian churches are failing the earth. It was brought for us at great cost. Continue reading “Inspired Prayers”

Change of Postal Address

My new postal address is:-

1-5 Cosway Street,                                                                                                          LONDON                                                                                                                        NW1 5NR

thank you …


This is the way it is always done …

Keep doing the same thing and you will keep getting the same result, log stuff guys, you need to change your patterns of thinking and doing and seek the Lord Jesus.

Years ago I heard a story about a woman who cut the ends off her ham leg before cooking it and when her husband asked her why did she do that, she just said that is what her mother did. On asking his mother-in-law the same question he got the same reply, so, he went to the grandmother of his wife and asked her. The reply he got was when she cooked ham for her family her pot was so small it could not contain a whole leg so she cut the ends off to fit. Sometimes things are done because that is the way it has always been done.  What if the pattern is of no use or value and does in fact – waste the ends of the ham – or not have any real purpose except as an ancient Freemasonry ritual or something based in religious doctrines that have manipulated scripture so that gifted people will be hobbled by those desiring to direct another persons life down to the ideas of man for their purposes rather than the will of heaven. Continue reading “This is the way it is always done …”

Truth, Grace and Love

 Isaiah 49:1-3 And He has made my mouth like a sharp sword; in the shadow of His hand has He hid me and made me a polished arrow; in His quiver has He kept me close and concealed me.

It came from wondering what these kinds of verses meant that made me ask the Father about the Sword mentioned here or the Word of God as a two-edged Sword and – what does it mean to us as Christians. The vision and knowledge came piece by piece that one of the edges is truth and the other edge is grace and that the blade itself is Love (I have yet to find out what it means in verses like Psalm 42:10 where it is used in unrighteousness). Having found that so many Christians were willing to speak the truth (though not necessarily in love, Ephesians 4:15) they never seemed to add the grace of God to that truth. Just as an example, Rhinos are being killed for their horns, this is truth, so if Love conquers all things why can it not conquer this cruelty based in barbarism and false knowledge, so we add the grace of God in prayer:- Continue reading “Truth, Grace and Love”

Spiritual guides

Spiritual guides seem to come from all religions, but I firmly believe that the Father with heavens will, love and plans are better than ours. We are not God and do not know all that there is to a situation for we are just not everywhere all at once, nor can we see outside of the box called time, nor are we all powerful and quite frankly you did not die on the Cross for the atonement of my sin or yours either for that matter. We are not perfected by the cleansing that going to heaven brings, this I know deep in my heart which is why I put before people what I think that the Lord is saying and then allow them the capacity to reject it or receive it because I speak it straight to their faces or through a word of knowledge on paper. This means that everyone has the authority and right to say “no” or “yes” to what I share or believe is a direction from God for them, it does not bother me at all if they do say no, I do not try and force people into what I perceive to be the will of heaven for them, just as God gives us free will so we should allow another to that same free will. So many though are desiring their will to be done and it has made my life hell on earth, I think some of it is believing you are helping me to fulfill my vision.

Mark 9:3-7 AMPC

And His garments became glistening, intensely white, as no fuller (cloth dresser, launderer) on earth could bleach them. And Elijah appeared [there] to them, accompanied by Moses, and they were holding [a protracted] conversation with Jesus. And Peter took up the conversation, saying, Master, it is good and suitable and beautiful for us to be here. Let us make three booths (tents)—one for You and one for Moses and one for Elijah. For he did not [really] know what to say, for they were in a violent fright (aghast with dread). And a cloud threw a shadow upon them, and a voice came out of the cloud, saying, This is My Son, the [most dearworthy] Beloved One. Be constantly listening to and obeying Him! Continue reading “Spiritual guides”


Once I received a financial blessing from someone that in hindsight I should have said – Oh thank you for thinking of me and my circumstances but I have got it covered thanks anyway – and left it at that. The reason being it was not a gift, it was a purchase and it gained them spiritual access to what I was doing in missionary training, we became partners. Out of this partnership they where allowed spiritual access to my environment and when they came they brought all their judgement and opinions in with them. Since they are not perfect yet they actually destroyed my time with the organisation and it has born no good fruit and I have had to step away from them as well. At this moment in time from the lesson learnt about not receiving from those that are purchasing me I have walked away from an Apartment in Perth, one in Sydney with a car, a rental in Sydney on the foreshore, a farm in rural New South Wales, in among other things. A lady told me yesterday that I was called to “wrestle” for the blessing just as Jacob had to in Genesis 32:24-30. The ‘gift’ that cursed my time in that place also cursed my finances, I am actually very good with money, it is a stewardship that I have always taken seriously and have never spent more than I could afford, always the cheque book balanced. Continue reading “Blessing”